wasn't supposed to, but I did

I've finally got my desired slack time, and I couldn't believe how extreme I could be when it comes to slacking. As I always say, I'll probably live to regret it.

Well, my brain was probably fried by all the slacking, ironically. Maybe it was yaoi overdose, or maybe lesser brain activity than normal, or even thinking too much of school reopening, that gave me a very strange dream. In fact, I'm so freaked over it that I think it should be classfied under "peaceful nightmares". And don't try asking me what it is about. If you were in my shoes, you wouldn't want to speak a word about this either.

But I felt rather good just when the dream ended. Until I started thinking rationally and conclude that I should be freaked out rather than feel happy about it.

But I'm mentioning it here, because of memory's sake. That's what this whole blog is for, anyway.

What I should be doing now is to look into the near future and see that the end of year examinations aren't that far off, and I should be doing something about that. It doesn't help that AC's offical release date is only slightly more than a week from now; it takes up an astounding amount of willpower not to view the spoilers that are not floating all over the Internet, or just scream my lungs out that I can't watch AC along with the lucky Japanese. Or those who were at Venice.

Instead, I choose to stagnate temporarily and look back into the past years. I can't help but suddenly feel as though I've come a long way in the past 3 to 5 years. Truth to be told, it may not be that long as it will be in the next 3 to 5 years.

I will probably come around to write a proper review about what has changed and what hasn't. I don't recognise my old self anymore. My old self was the conscientious one, or so I've realised just this very afternoon. I'll hang around to observe how I'm like these days. Grumpy, I think.

Tsk tsk, getting old already?

I shouldn't have looked back, but I did.