Saturday, September 10, 2005

tell me there's a better day ahead

First off, congratulations to me for finally starting on my revision.

Finally.

A painfully slow process, that probably won't be done even by the time that it's exams. Pfft.

Perhaps it's because I'm convinced now that exam marks don't really reflect anything except i)you can memorise things well ii)you are good at studying iii)you have somewhat impressive general knowledge (especially with new formats implemented)

I can't say that they aren't doing improvements to the system, but still... well, you can't possibly do anything to maths and science.

I mean, formulae will remain as formulae.

The irony lies where I should be thankful for test retaining -more or less so- the current form. Otherwise, I'll be in big trouble.

I'm not exactly a very creative person, if you haven't noticed earlier. I seem to have some problems regarding thinking imaginatively, and expressing myself correctly. Well, I even have problems understanding other people. >.<

Tips regarding this point(s) will be greatly appreciated. And no, I'm not being sarcastic.

Anyone else read the ST article this morning regarding new science? I was interested but I didn't quite get what it was getting at. I do understand that Physics is fascinating because one day you may just wake up, and find that due to a certain discovery of a strange new element or dimension or the like, you have to reconstruct all your physics theories all over again. Starting from stratch has never been this depressing.

Of course, this new point comes from my brain. Heh, it doesn't even sound like anything that'd come from the papers.

And speak of depressing, I don't wish for 1up.com to be right this time, although I do know that chances are rather slim.

After reporting two false release dates, they just have to right with the most depressing one out of all. Damn, why do they have to be right this time?

Looks like we'll be waiting for a November/December release. I'll need even more self-control then. And I thought I'd manage (somehow) to watch AC right after exams! Meh, fangirl whining is not going to get me anywhere.

Getting the chance to watch Last Order will be even more difficult, it seems. No bootlegs, no bootlegs...

No Bootlegs.

I'm just trying to convince myself to stay off the bootleg track. The Dark Side is very tempting, you know. And Singapore's getting stricter with copyrights, it seems, though that's a little unrelated at the moment.

Sigh. Life is determined for me to handle one thing at a time.

Figuratively speaking, of course.

There's never only one thing for you to do at any time here. Even while you sleep, you still continue attending school in your dreams. Or spend precious time with your bishies. Well, alternatively, you can bring your bishies to school if you want.

It's inevitable that modern teens are so good at the art of multi-tasking. It is making use of time and achieving quite a few objectives simultaneously. I, for one, fail terribly in this area. Never try asking me to read or study or write an essay (especially if it's in Chinese) with music turned on. And don't even think about the computer.

It's the second last day of Sept hols, and I'm still spending my time here ranting. It's either my brain has malfunctioned, or I'm being rebellious, or -most probably- it's plain old slack-in-broad-daylight. Except it's moonlight.

Anyways, my mum has finally comprehended that her little girl has got a blog. Thank goodness there hasn't been any violent reactions. No violent reactions. Good.

I get to keep this. ;P

And it has come to my realisation that people my age don't usually type long entries like this. It must be my paranoia... of something.

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