deprivation and differentiation

I'm probably going to just knock off all the AC hype for a while and concentrate on revision. It's supposedly better for me this way, but I sure don't know how to achieve that. Even if I do get over AC, LO just pops up in AC's place and demands I watch it.

Of course, this demand has got to be refuted, otherwise there's really going to be nothing in the end to look forward to.

It's amazing how AC's delays actually benefit us people. Or me, at least. Living life with a goal seems like a very motivating idea. And it's good.

Besides, the more delays, the more we want it. Heh. Such is adding fuel to fire... unintentionally.

I'm not sure whether I see disaster in the near future, but I sure hope not. Most things have been coming along quite alright this year, but I suppose one can't expect everything to be the way she wants it to. Even if she's an evil unstoppable pool of fangirlitic enzymes.

One point, though, is clear. I abhor exams.

Really no choice, but no thankies. I don't see the point of putting so much emphasis on examinations. They're important, I know, but I do wish for people to understand that you can't judge the best of a person through exams like these.

I'd touched on this topic before, and said that I would fail terribly if exams were otherwise. (i.e. not word-based)

Still, I'm left in great wonderment how exactly I can still sit here and slack away.

You all probably know by now.

Notice:

Missing In Action til after examinations or school happens to find my mutilated body somewhere after convulsions and unexplained actions due to overstress or after I get revived by the thought of seeing LO and AC again. Or back to participate in all the bishie talk.

Bishie-induced motivation has an astounding impact on brain activity and the will to live.

Good luck to me til then. I think I need that lucky 7s effect.