yet another rainy day

To reflect on the year past, so as to face the years ahead.

I think I know that.

But fact remains that I didn't like the past year, hadn't had a good year at all, so what does this speak of the coming years?

To look forward to better times, to work harder in achieving wishes, to close more than an eye when dealing with other people. For what purpose, it is not clear. For how long, it doesn't state. For what result, no one knows.

Or maybe I should say that I had some good times, though those were rather infrequent. There should be appreciation for quality time.

Or I should think, all the more better. Challenges should be met with a positive attitude.

Or I should sigh, there's surely going to be much better times ahead.

I would say that I've learnt a great deal in the past year, and I would almost daringly say that it's more than any year in my history. Even more than Primary Six, which I think was the year I changed the most.

Also, I think it's a valuable experience to always learn from those older than oneself. You'll usually find out more things that would probably benefit you too. Of course, there's just no lack of people out there who will keep on surprising you, as though it's their job.

What's more, I seem to know more and more University students. And people who are good at what they do.

Such motivation.

To leave a mark as that of rain, just to disappear in time. Isn't grasping at reason sometimes as difficult and catching the raindrops? We may not need this reason, but we hold on to its importance, existing somewhere.

To face the changes time brings, yet saddened by lost. Is it not like observing the sky change, taking on a different hue altogether? Don't we all look forward to the next time it'll be day, or night, the sunny day, or the rainy day?

But looking forward to it doesn't mean a thing at times. What matters is how you use the time before the desired happens. It's not worth it to be just wasted away. After all, if the process is important, then this process of waiting is just as important. Who can accurately tell you when something will happen? Believe it if you must, believe if it makes you feel better.

Believe it if you will, for the day doesn't wait for anyone, nor it is sure about anything other than itself.

Keep on doing what you have been doing, and it'll be okay.

It'll be okay.