Ah... I've let all the stress get to me. *shakes head* That kinda explains the pretty lousy posts these few days. See? I'm officially braindead now. All thanks to the HW!
Oops. Wrong topic.
I believe that life is more interesting when you know that it is interesting. It all lies in the brain. It is actually rather amazing to find out how brain activity actually affects your entire being and attitude towards certain things. For example, I've managed quite a bit of stuff when I actually told myself that it is easy to complete. However, for things that get on my nerves, like Practicals in the labs, I never fail to... well, fail. I don't even comprehend the instructions sometimes.
And that explains why I have such trouble doing practicals, because I find that they need some effort and time on my part in order to complete. Like today's bio practical.
Shoots, wrong topic again.
Another discovery I've made in the recent week is that I'm much better sitting down in front of a computer typing reports than doing other parts of the projects. And it's strange why I keep talking about SIA and homework when I purposely try to stay away from that topic. Hm.
Anyway, there has also been great news amongst all these depressing stuff, because I am looking forward to that Manga Drawing Demo and Cosplay in school! ^_^ I think our school's finally accepting JPop culture as part of us now! Hehe. It's such a pity that the demo is only 30 minutes long or so. We need a full length 2-hour workshop! lol.
Nyah nyah nyah... I wish I could live somewhere where I can get along with people. Right now I'm just too stubborn and do not wish to change in order to be like most people. What's the point after that? No point at all.
Strange that I always think that I'm going to die young. Strange. And how I keep going back to wondering whether there's life after death and what will happen to me after I die, and whether I have died before but just don't remember. Strange. Now I sound like I'm religon obsessed, little cranky girl. Must stop thinking about all those stuff. Where's the fangirl me now?
It's still there, no doubt. In fact, I should devise a plan to supress it instead. Getting to me too, you know. Fangirlitis coupled with depression is not pretty. Theoretically speaking, it is a very dangerous combination. Dont forget the lack of sleep too. Totally turns the tables.
Lol, I'm just hoping that inspiration strikes me sometime this year. I hope it doesn't decide to abandon me, I've only had inspiration about once a year only, anyways. Surely nothing wrong with that?
Til then, it's all homework, SIAs and studying for tests. I wonder why Sleep isn't on the list. Hm.
And I thought I'm not supposed to talk about homework?! o-O
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