It's been yet another busy week, busier than usual, and yet another busy weekend. >.< And it's at times like these, that i really want to have a break of some sort.
*sigh* There's one week left of term one, since OBS is taking up the entire week 10. right now i'm not looking forward to OBS, but i hope that after a get back from the camp, i would have changed my mind... *prays for a good group*
And the hols that come after OBS probably won't be considered as holidays any more, since there's this long list of homework + SIA waiting to be done. But i still want to go to the Anime Fest @ ACM, probably on 13March. (O_O March? so soon?!)
Getting so tired of all these piling homework lately, sometimes i just feel like giving up, or breaking down. :( But then again, what can be achieved? >_< In the end it's still the same decision: let's go ahead with it! I'm beginning to think i should take Zack as my role model or something. I totally admire his attitude. Who knows how he managed to remain that cheerful and optimistic after so many years of torture, physically and mentally. And no wonder cloud looks up to him so much.
Not only that, i'm feeling paranoid. I have this certain paranoia sitting in me, that keeps telling me that i can die any moment, as long as time passes. Now i'm so paranoid. I'm afraid that i won't be able to do this, say this, blah blah etc, because something just tells me that i won't live long. =_= It's getting really scary. But i just have to cope with it.
Sometimes when you think you really can't handle things, go and stand in the open field on any day, rain or shine, and look upwards. Perhaps, maybe, there's a chance that you'll understand.
The sky is truly beautiful.
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